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I'm going to keep this as short as possible. I want to be clear that I'm not doing this for attention, I just feel bad that I've basically stopped replying and everything.
My mom has been dating an abusive fuck for a little over 4 months now. She's broken it off twice, and seemed so much stronger for it. But then she ends up going back to him. At one point she moved in with him without telling me.
My mom and I had the closest relationship a parent and their child could ever have. We were so honest with each other and cared deeply for each other. We never hurt or lied to each other. Ever.
But I've lost her for good now. I told her the truth, that she'd bury me before she married him. He's hurt her so much and so badly, but she still chooses to go with him.
I've gone back to self harm really badly. I tried to kill myself at college a few weeks ago over this. I've told her how she would lose me forever if she did this, and she still did it. She doesn't love me anymore, so I've basically lost my mom, my most core relationship, forever. I've lost everything.

With everything that's happened in the last few years of my life, nothing has destroyed me so utterly as this has.
I've been throwing up blood for hours, I can't feel my right arm, I don't have room on my left.
I wish my mother never have birth to me.


I don't know if I'll be on this site actively again. I'll update this tomorrow when I ask her what happened. If she ends up back together with him, then I will take myself out of the equation. I beg forgiveness from my friends, I really don't want to hurt any of you, but it's tearing me apart watching my best friend and only parent let themselves die one piece at time.
I love you guys so much, and I want you to know that you've been such amazing friends and family, so many of you have been the only light I've had through dark times. I wish you all happiness, I believe in every one of you, and no matter what happens to me, I'll always love you
Commissions are currently open!!
I'm going to open 5 slots ❤️ these are all USD PayPal commissions, and anything you order can be mailed to you if you'd like (with a small additional fee). Each type of work has a price range because the complexity of the character, background etc can affect the price. If you have any questions about price, I have no problem giving quotes (all I need is the ref of the character and an idea of what else you'd like).

Buttons-----> 5-8$ +
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Laminated Character or Pet badges (can be any breed or a portrait of your pet cat, dog, bird, reptile, fish or amphibian or your OC of any species! With or without name or background. Single or double sided)
8$-15$ +
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Laminated Bookmarks would be of this quality, but in custom bookmark shapes and scenes 10$-15$ +
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Laminated Key chains would look like this (with a key ring hole and custom cut, single or double sided) 3$-8$ +
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Pencil sketches 4-8$
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dA IDs 10-15$
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Simple refs 10-15$
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Complex refs 15-25$
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If you have any questions or you'd like to order a commission, please comment or note me :3
Thank you guys for your time!
Winter Whispers by Aquiavel
Winter Whispers
A little winter scene of Aqui and one of her best friends, BluepatchTheDog
This was a fun piece to do :3 there's a short story that goes along with this, but I have to write it out and run it by BluePatch first^^
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Veranda Button by Aquiavel
Veranda Button
I got this beautiful paper a while ago that I wanted to incorporate into my button backgrounds^^ I finally got the chance to do so today :'D
I'm really liking the Disney-like around the eye/brow lines, it adds some structure to the face. I'm not going to do them 100% of the time, but they're growing on me^^
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I'm going to keep this as short as possible. I want to be clear that I'm not doing this for attention, I just feel bad that I've basically stopped replying and everything.
My mom has been dating an abusive fuck for a little over 4 months now. She's broken it off twice, and seemed so much stronger for it. But then she ends up going back to him. At one point she moved in with him without telling me.
My mom and I had the closest relationship a parent and their child could ever have. We were so honest with each other and cared deeply for each other. We never hurt or lied to each other. Ever.
But I've lost her for good now. I told her the truth, that she'd bury me before she married him. He's hurt her so much and so badly, but she still chooses to go with him.
I've gone back to self harm really badly. I tried to kill myself at college a few weeks ago over this. I've told her how she would lose me forever if she did this, and she still did it. She doesn't love me anymore, so I've basically lost my mom, my most core relationship, forever. I've lost everything.

With everything that's happened in the last few years of my life, nothing has destroyed me so utterly as this has.
I've been throwing up blood for hours, I can't feel my right arm, I don't have room on my left.
I wish my mother never have birth to me.


I don't know if I'll be on this site actively again. I'll update this tomorrow when I ask her what happened. If she ends up back together with him, then I will take myself out of the equation. I beg forgiveness from my friends, I really don't want to hurt any of you, but it's tearing me apart watching my best friend and only parent let themselves die one piece at time.
I love you guys so much, and I want you to know that you've been such amazing friends and family, so many of you have been the only light I've had through dark times. I wish you all happiness, I believe in every one of you, and no matter what happens to me, I'll always love you

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Aqui
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
Hello there! My name is Aqui :3 I'm a self taught traditional artist. My favorite things to draw are animals, especially canines. I've always loved to draw and I'm really trying to improve. Critiques and comments are always welcome guys :3
Thank you all for your time <3
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:iconstray-sketches:
Stray-Sketches Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Heyo! Just wanted to see if your badge got to you safe & sound! :3
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Aquiavel Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hello! :D I'm so sorry for the lateness >< my school wifi is terrible
But yes! I have it hanging up in my dorm so I can look at it every day^^ it's so beautiful
Thank you so much for trading with me! ❤️❤️
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Stray-Sketches Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No problem, just wanted to make sure it wasn't lost in mail purgatory!!

You're most welcome, it was a lot of fun! ^u^
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Rabbiata Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fav+! :aww:
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MightyRaptor Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Hollaaa Hollaaaaa! :Icon: [Screeching Intensifies] (Epilepsy Warning) 
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karzii Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Here's the finished Chibi!
Ill send you a message once its been sent in the mail :) Hope you like!
Aquiavel by karzii
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cnuf Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2016  Hobbyist
thanks for the fav :) your art is awesome too!
*murr, hugs you*
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Wildfire-Tama Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2015
Thanks so much for the watch! :D
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The-Emerade Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday!!! I wanted to draw you something, but didn't get the chance...
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Aquiavel Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much Emerade! ❤️❤️
Don't worry about it! I know how college is xD wishing me a happy birthday is more than enough! ❤️❤️ :)
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