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So today I found out that my art teacher told the current AP and portfolio students the scores that we (myself and the other AP students of last year got and why we got them so that this year's class wouldn't repeat our mistakes). He never asked for our permission to tell other people out grades, and he used some of my pieces (and others' I'm sure) as examples in his PowerPoints.
what the fuck?
I had my teacher since freshman year, so he was with me every day throughout high school. He was like family to me, I loved him so much
when I got my score last summer I emailed him about my grade and told him how upset I was. I though it was in confidence, but I guess not. 
I am so hurt right now I don't even know what to do. I can't imagine anyone would do something like that
I just see the classroom and him talking and everybody listening to how fucked up I am. It makes me want to die. He was my favorite teacher, I respected him so much, and I thought he actually cared. He knew how depressed I was/am, especially because of things happening with my family
and then he goes behind my back like that? I am so humiliated and ashamed, I can't show my face around the school now. I can't walk into a room knowing that I was discussed in such a way, it's so embarrassing and painful
Im so hurt and devastated right now, I don't even know what to do
part of me wants to email him and ask him why he would do something like this, but I don't even know what to say. "Why do you hate me too?" "How would you like it if someone did that to you?" I can barely believe this is happening. I tried to kill myself last year, between school and home. I was made fun of my entire portfolio year, people would cut up or step on my pieces, people would hold them up and talk about how it wasn't 'real art' or how badly draw it was. But after being bullied since kindergarten, I've come to expect things like that from my peers. I never expected the person who would hurt me the most would be my favorite teacher.
then it just brings me back to the horrible things my English teacher said to me, but at least he said it to my face. Between my English teacher and my art teacher, I just want to die
whats so wrong with me, what is so fucked up that everyone does this to me, just like my family?
I haven't stopped throwing up since this morning, so I'm probably going to be at the doctors the rest of the day. But I honest just wish I would die
its obvious everyone would be better off without a piece of shit like me around
Hairy baby! by Aquiavel
Hairy baby!
YESH, IT SHALL BE DONE <3
So if you have not yet seen Big Hero 6, I STRONGLY recommend that you see it :3
it's incredibly adorable, feely, funny and touching
Its perfect :D
alsi, Baymaaaaaxxx, my new favorite thing ohmygod 
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A FACE by Aquiavel
A FACE
X'D Here's another WIP shot of my new piece, I'm working on the white fur shading now' but I got to do my markings and such. I really love the natural nose and tongue better than the blue :D 
What do you guys think? I tried shading a bit differently than I usually do, but I think I like the result^^
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EDIT: So my mom got an /unrelated/ message from one of her work friends saying that they wanted to commission me for some buttons, which is great timing! :'D so I'll be able to make some money by doing that, and I found some money I had put away in my dorm last semester >< (in case of emergency type of thing) so we'll be able to swing the fee! We're going to fill everything out this weekend coming up (probably Friday night if we can).
Thank you all so much for all of your support and we'll wishes <3 <3



I was invited to join the National Society of Collegiate Scholars, apparently Mercy sends the highest scores/GPAs of their students to them every year. And it sounds great, they help you find jobs/internships and members get access to amazing academic opportunities. I really want to join, but there's a membership fee of 95$, and we just don't have it because of other things going wrong. And we don't have the time to save up, because the deadline is March 11th
I'm going to try to calm down and everything, I don't want to bother you guys with my stupid shit
I'll try to update with better news soon
So today I found out that my art teacher told the current AP and portfolio students the scores that we (myself and the other AP students of last year got and why we got them so that this year's class wouldn't repeat our mistakes). He never asked for our permission to tell other people out grades, and he used some of my pieces (and others' I'm sure) as examples in his PowerPoints.
what the fuck?
I had my teacher since freshman year, so he was with me every day throughout high school. He was like family to me, I loved him so much
when I got my score last summer I emailed him about my grade and told him how upset I was. I though it was in confidence, but I guess not. 
I am so hurt right now I don't even know what to do. I can't imagine anyone would do something like that
I just see the classroom and him talking and everybody listening to how fucked up I am. It makes me want to die. He was my favorite teacher, I respected him so much, and I thought he actually cared. He knew how depressed I was/am, especially because of things happening with my family
and then he goes behind my back like that? I am so humiliated and ashamed, I can't show my face around the school now. I can't walk into a room knowing that I was discussed in such a way, it's so embarrassing and painful
Im so hurt and devastated right now, I don't even know what to do
part of me wants to email him and ask him why he would do something like this, but I don't even know what to say. "Why do you hate me too?" "How would you like it if someone did that to you?" I can barely believe this is happening. I tried to kill myself last year, between school and home. I was made fun of my entire portfolio year, people would cut up or step on my pieces, people would hold them up and talk about how it wasn't 'real art' or how badly draw it was. But after being bullied since kindergarten, I've come to expect things like that from my peers. I never expected the person who would hurt me the most would be my favorite teacher.
then it just brings me back to the horrible things my English teacher said to me, but at least he said it to my face. Between my English teacher and my art teacher, I just want to die
whats so wrong with me, what is so fucked up that everyone does this to me, just like my family?
I haven't stopped throwing up since this morning, so I'm probably going to be at the doctors the rest of the day. But I honest just wish I would die
its obvious everyone would be better off without a piece of shit like me around

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Aqui
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
Hello All^^
Im an 18 year old only child from New York, though I do have DA siblings:3
My favorite thing to draw is anthro/furry wolves, though I assure you, everything in my gallery is clean, and always will be^^
I also do other 'furry' species and realistic art/ still lives
I've been drawing "seriously" for about four years, and I hope that I improve with every picture, but thats a matter of opinion^^ my favorite media are colored pencils, markers and water colors (though I have been known to use acrylic, pen and crayon)
I really hope that you find something you like in my gallery
If you have any other questions about me or have any suggestions on how I can improve artistically please comment or note! :'D
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Button Badges
Button Batch 1 by Aquiavel
Metal backed, pin back and protected by a sheet of clear glossy Mylar 
Size-2.25 inches
I can do head shots, partial body with scenery, solid color backgrounds, gradient backgrounds, black and white, etc.^^
I can make kissing sets for couples too
if you have a drawing already made or a photo you want to button, just mail it to me on regular printer paper and I'll make it a button :)
Postage is not included in this comm. slot, I'll make a separate slot based on how much it'll cost to mail it where you live^^
(if you want a commission and live outside the US just note me^u^)
Pencil Sketches
Happy Birthday, ThousandLeaves! by Aquiavel
WIP: final pencil- foreground by Aquiavel
Untitled by
Still Life by Aquiavel
I don't have the best examples but XD 
I also do anatomy studies, emote studies, turn arounds, what is shown here and basically anything else ^u^
as always, they'll be upload here and/or mailed to the buyer^^
DeviantArt IDs
ME! by Aquiavel
Aqui-licious by Aquiavel
Merry Christmas! by Aquiavel
MERRY CHRISTMAS SIS! by Aquiavel
AT    Mirera and Gage Christmas Kisses by Aquiavel
My Nee'xua by Aquiavel
1 to 2 characters^^ Headshot, full-body, chibi, holiday...ect
Just let me know what you'd like and I'll do it (minus offensive, overly-sexual, things of that nature)
These are simple shaded, colored and inked :D They'd be uploaded (and mailed to you, if you'd like ;) )
Backgrounds can be flat color, color gradation, simple design, white or holiday themed!
I can do those circle, heart or cube background things too :D
NOTE if you're interested in a Halloween ID request one within the next week or so, then I can upload it before the holiday passes^^
Badges
Aqui 2: Revenge of the Chibi by Aquiavel
Aquia Badge by Aquiavel
Aqui headshot badge by Aquiavel
=^.^=  and  ^.^/ by Aquiavel
New Aqui Badge by Aquiavel
I can do more then what is shown here^^ for example (simple circle backgrounds and your character's name) All badges like theses have simple shading^^ I don't laminate them, because if I mail them to you, laminate sheets can separate in cold damp weather :( I won't charge for something that has the possibility for damage
DESCRIPTION
-DOUBLE SIDED (will be mailed with both sides flat glued so you can       laminate or caste it if you wish)
-SHADED
-COLORED
-INKED
-EMOTE
-NAMES
-FULL BODY CHIBI OR HEADSHOT
-SIZE CAN BE VARIABLE TO WHAT YOU WANT 

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TenderVigilante Featured By Owner 1 hour ago  Professional Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave! :) (Smile) 
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shelaghcully Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2015  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fav!
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LovelyLoren Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch, hun!
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Thank chu for the fave! ^^
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theperian Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2015  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you for the favourites! :heart:
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art-paperfox Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks for all the faves :)
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Ange-ll-os Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav~ :3
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Aquiavel Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome <3
:)
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Rabbiata Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the watch! :hug:
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Aquiavel Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're very welcome :'D
Keep up the wonderful work! <3
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