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Just a heads up, I might not be active for a little while. I'm still not sure, I have some stuff I'm working on but things are really bad here. My entire family is screaming and fighting all the time, it's falling apart. I'm living off of antacids and other stuff due to stress. School in in less than two weeks, and all of my friends from last year are in off campus dorms,so I'll never see them with our schedules. It looks like my mom has a heart condition, I don't know how serious it is. I can't lose her, I'll die without her, I'd have nobody, everyone else in my family hates me. I don't even know what I would do if I lost her.
My depression and anxiety have been so bad lately I don't even know who I am anymore. I'm dragging everybody down with me, I can't lose them too, so I'm just going to stay away from here and Facebook and everything. I can't do anything anymore, I'm just lost and broken right now
I'll see you guys later
My depression and anxiety have been so bad lately I don't even know who I am anymore. I'm dragging everybody down with me, I can't lose them too, so I'm just going to stay away from here and Facebook and everything. I can't do anything anymore, I'm just lost and broken right now
I'll see you guys later
Trying to be more active, here's a meme!
Lots of news (good and bad), but I'll save it for later. I'm hoping to have more time to be active here after next semester :3
i love you guys and hope you're all doing well! <3
Here's a little meme I stole :D
-Did you get your heart broken?
Um, not in the way I think this question is asking
-Did you change at all this year?
I want to change, I'm going to start working on it. School brings out the worst in me at times, I'm glad I only have a year and half left
-Did you dye your hair?
Nope :)
-Did you get your hair cut?
A couple of times
-Did you change your style? drawing style??
I don't think so? ,aye some things have evo
About things
Everything is still rough. My mom's job drastically reduced her salary (for budget reasons) and she's so stressed out. I was also recently scammed out of money and I've been trying to earn it back with commissions but nobody's interested (I even made a Furry Animo and Instagram to spread the word).
But I'm trying to stay as positive as I can. I'm really trying
I have a lot of art to show you guys too ❤️ Once I have time to upload it
Are you guys excited for Thanksgiving (if you celebrate it?)!
I am! I get to go home for 6 days❤️ That'll be fun
What are you guys' plans for the holiday?
Devious Journal Entry
Things are getting a lot worse at home and at school. I'm failing everything and falling apart. I don't know when I'll be back, I'm so sorry
I love you guys so much
I owe you an explanation
First of all, I'm so sorry that I haven't been very active here. I had so much planned for dA, but then life bogged me down. I'm so sorry for that. You guys are like family to me, I don't want to disappoint you. I've already lost a few friends on here, I don't want to lose any more. You mean so much to me.
A lot of things have happened, my mom and her abusive ex are on and off again. I went back to harm and planning after that. School has weighed very heavily on me, I ended up getting a B+ in my important vet class, which killed me. (We started out with 45 students and ended with 17, but it still bothered me a lot). I've researched other car
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Hey Aqui! I know this is late (I just got on my computer after being stuck without it) but I'm sorry to hear all that! 
I'm here, though, if you ever wanna talk, okay?
I'm here, though, if you ever wanna talk, okay?